Only God knows

It's been a while since I blogged.

And it is quite emotional

I thought having a house is easy. I m wrong. Maybe I should start saying I thought marriage won't be so tough. never known how much implications since married like for 10 months.

Firstly,  staying with in laws.  I was so confident before I stayed with them that there won't be issue. U know since we are Christian etc. But I was wrong.  We are still humans.

Next finding a house.  moving in a house will be 2 person thing. Since I  law have their home. I was wrong again.  Can't predict that they will sell and move in with us. We'll,  TEMPORARY. so wrong expectations again from me. I always tot maybe when parents grow old or medical unfit then we will stay the.

Another expectation. Personal couple time. Have a child so meaning after March 2015 no couple time. Then parents move in. No too. Very seldom for a nowadays family.

Then yesterday was another episode which I did not like. cheated by real estate agent
but firstly I trusted on the rate provided. and since we agree to it I have to keep to it. But what dislike is the rate declared. And after that say do not want the boss to earn and what boss don't teach. Overall this is wrong. Some parents don't teach well, so u cheat them don't give them allowances etc. Secondly he fake our signature and claim the agreement is not important only protecting him as an agent. His parents agree to it. even the fact that the 1% not declare is correct. I probably stupid to go by law. And while ppl outside may say ok.  implication to ur tax etc. And I am disappointed that this is only done to a relative and a close one and around him his relative agree.

I mentioned in my walk with God is leave it to him and not to what I expect. But ppl ard me disappoint me totally.

Loving someone is tough

Jesus was betrayed by his disciple.

I want honesty and not to keep away from me or till no choice u have to voice to me.

pardon me, wrote in a hurry.

in actual I m not happy

I don't know whether is the emotional factor when I have a child

having a stranger house that is what I have now.

Having a baby ... 22 weeks

oops.  Realise I did not post a picture of my belly :p

I am in my week 22 coming to 23. Can't figure how to say this in months.

have been really busy since my last post. Church renovation baby... We have indeed press the accelerator. Haha..

baby bump is getter bigger. And i am still confuse whether that is the feeling for baby movement...

Another update. It is a baby girl :)

whether it is boy or girl, both am fine. Haha of cos baby boy is more cute when they r young. Hahaha. Oops.

I have yet to really shop for baby stuff. Just started with breast Pump and sterilisation.  Haha.. well other small items.

After my move to tiong bahru. i will begin my

Exciting Year !! :P

in 2 days time, we will be going down to collect our keys.. did our inspection today.. the house is really clean! .. and windy although such a warm weather....

and in like 1 wk time, i will be seeing the gynae... 4 months!!! (yup, may be able to see the gender soon)

my first trimester wasn't that good. vomited. giddy, more of a "evening" sickness. can't even meet my friends. easily tired as well. food that i can't eat. PORK. fast food... FRUITS.... food i don't mind eating... FISH... and anyfood that Hensey love.... teochew baby , poo kway (since i don't know the gender i call baby this.. heee)

but but.. on my 14 week suddenly i felt so refresh. energetic. occasionally do vomit. is like you burp and the food comes out. is machiam i am a baby...

and my baby bump is showing. was happy that someone gave up seat for me yesterday. hmmmm, but today no effect. hahahhaa... prob yesterday was more bloated. honestly, i feel at this stage may not need that much of a seat. i believe preggy need seat cos the front load is too heavy for the back to handle... so i am fine. maybe first three months need to sit in case kanna stretch. but who will give up seat unless you ask for it. for me, i prefer standing , sitting makes me puke during the first three months.

and i bought my maternity clothes which probably last me for few months!!! thinking i should just put all old clothes in a bag le. since moving house soon...

i will start taking photos. get hensey to take my baby bump at 16 weeks.. hee... oh man, no more "flat" tummy... ok, i nvr ever had flat tummy. and i always been breathing in ... wahahaha..


baby poo kway.... looking forward to see you in March 2015... :)

House checked

Leaving everything in God's hands

today gone for our first appointment at HDB.  Signed lots of documents.

Yeap.  Going to stay at tiong bahhru.  :)

15 September getting the keys.

By then i will be ... heex heex.

No matter what thanking God for all the blessings and answering our prayers.

Days not going to be easy as in money terms but we will be happy in our father's hands.

It's been awhile :)

yes yes... it's been awhile. wonder whether should i start to blog from... 

Wedding prep started in Feb 2014. 1 month before our Big Day on 8 March 2014. 

Here are our wedding highlights... 

My sisters - Sharon, Xuefen, Meizhen, Sylvia, Corrine and Christy

My parents :)

Games Time..
His Brothers - Jay, Terence, Eric and Simon 

Hensey's Family :)

COntinue again tomorrow :) 

Our Wedding Photoshoot on 10 Oct 13

Doesn't the date sounds good...

Day started at 9.30am

Makeup Artiste, Irene, did my makeup. I told her about my irritation at the side of my eyes and my teary eyes. She is really professional. how to say. out of all the make up done by others (such as Sephora, Makeup Forever, friends), this is one of the BEST!!! no pain and don't feel i am puting on a thick makeup (although it is) heeex... had double eye lashes, bottom eye lashes, stickers. i tot my eyes is Big and nothing much i could do to it. but hee still got... no more droopy eyes too. =) and hensey says i look like his fav actress xuan xuan.. heex...

our photoshoot officially started at 11am plus.

He (Jacky) took some photos to see how photogenic or how is the way to communicate with us. Isn't tat a simple job ah.. Tried on my evening gown which is the green dress. i think we were so stiff so unsure how is the effect. but there was a photo where the ring was put on the bible and we as background. hope its nice.

next was our actual day white gown. btw, all these are designers' gown. he did the korean style (my kind) heex. and of cos hensey's fav. a pic with his CDs, Records, Earphones, and CD player.

last indoor shoot was the costume theme. we chose the chinese Kua. Red and Dragon matches our Asian Skin. really fast one we took. i guess we were getting use to it.

The day so fast passed and it was 5pm. quickly done up my hair final makeup  and tada off to the armenian church.

and you know what. the photographer mentioned that it has been 10 years since he took there. i think he was excited too. he says its a nice church.

as it was going to rain. shots were fast. walk-in, lift my veil, sit on the nice seats, door, outside, trees, the house beside, . fast but i think good. cos we were kinda relax as the day goes.

finished at 7pm. it wasn't as tirig or ganchiong as we tot. =)

we can't take photo so manage to take this in the van. btw,the flowers ard my hair is real. so blessed. not many brides have this hee...

and Thanks to my dear Hensey who made this day possible =))