Thank You !

Work becum scary

2012-01-12T16:23:00.001-08:00

nvr felt so bad and think this workplace I felt the worst :(

Inferior

2011-12-26T02:36:00.001-08:00

Dunno why

I always feel inferior . Not say lousy but nvr the one who ppl will see. But if someone looks or see me, i run away.

Ever felt this way?

I dunno hw to face tmr

Theory that guys can't understand

2011-11-11T19:38:00.001-08:00

Ever felt like this? When sometimes u feel irritated, ur mood just swing. U dun really know why. But everything that person do starts to b wrong

U will start thinking of the negative and why must i to go thru this.

Den u start complaining. But in the end realize that u r not Alone nw. U r with someone u can't have ur way

So u realize u r stupid lor.

but the thing is u tend to forget and this process repeats.

Christmas deco is up :)

2011-11-01T16:49:00.003-07:00

It's 2 mths to Christmas. Thou I know the true meaning abt this special day, I still live the lightings songs presents food and time spend w family and friends :)

This entry is 2 days ago :(

PH without him

2011-10-25T22:11:00.001-07:00

He is working today and I am going to meet him for lunch now. :D

Alright done w lunch. The one hour felt so precious. keke

So next stop cityhall??

Lazing on bed now. This bad:(

Headache

2011-10-25T06:35:00.001-07:00

I am having frequent headaches. Everytime I think abt work, it worries me and headache comes. I am scared lor. Aside dealing w work, need to attend to ppl ppl prob.

Tiring wkend

2011-10-23T17:19:00.001-07:00

I enjoyed my wkend though it's super tiring. Just want to slp slp slp

Full of baby photos

2011-10-17T05:56:00.001-07:00

Fb is full of baby photos. When am I going to hav mine??

Hope before 30.

Last time say before 26. Not possible... Haha...

Saturday and ramen

2011-10-08T02:59:00.001-07:00

Enjoying my day w ODS now...

Yummy :)

My life is gd n it is for you

2011-10-03T03:48:00.001-07:00

Seeing those inspiring photos in fb makes me feel hw lucky I am.

It is for you

Feeling terrible as usual, Monday

2011-10-02T17:11:00.001-07:00

Cos it is Monday. Dread to work. I wan a holiday! and free time aside from work. Hur hur.

Lethargic sunday

2011-10-01T17:20:00.001-07:00

Sunday going to pass slowly and blurly after dosage of medicine. Keke.

Nt going to stay near to kids today :(

It is just a Thursday

2011-09-28T17:14:00.001-07:00

Thursday has arrived.

Finally midweek

2011-09-27T17:34:00.001-07:00

The last two days was not gd. Hope I can it better :)

Did not see ODS for 2 days le and today is the 3rd day.

I dont like work when this person start commenting on others especially sarcasm. It's make work worse.

Buying a hse

2011-09-26T06:08:00.001-07:00

A hse is too ex!

I wish I win toto hahaha ( nt that I buy)

Monday again

2011-09-25T16:52:00.001-07:00

I woke up feeling sian... And really feels it. Sucky...

Fb stalker

2011-09-25T09:08:00.001-07:00

I feel I am a fb stalker ever since with an iPhone.. Why do ppl keep posting abt their whereabouts , what they do, photos. Haha. Anyway, I love it. Please continue.

Tmr the beginning of the week! Smile ppl! Or is today le. 12.00am

In love

2011-09-25T08:00:00.001-07:00

it's been a yr. And it's still feels gd. Learning , accommodating, accepting, compromise, etc . So this is what's love abt.

It's worth the commitment.

so much things to do tgr.

ODS thanks!

Looking familiar

2011-09-25T06:48:00.001-07:00

We were walking at cityhall link to marina square. And met my parents. They were heading hme after hearing the f1 sound. My mum who saw us from far told my dad "they look familiar"

That's so my mum and I am like her. "他的家"

Meeting up

2011-09-23T08:54:00.001-07:00

Miss going out w friends... :(

Half day today :)

2011-09-21T21:41:00.001-07:00

Although it's a half day off today on a thurs , I still feel shiok. Haha nice weather as well gee

Blues after work

2011-09-15T08:03:00.001-07:00

Why is it after work I feel blue?

There is so much things to do but I can't really do. Each step I take, I fear it goes wrong. Independent is good so I can learn.

Some evil is going on in office. I will have to continue to pray. Press on

Singer guy I dunno hw to advise u and I am in shit as well.

Let's defeat the spirit of negative!

tmr is Friday. Yoohoo!

2011-09-14T17:14:00.001-07:00

Haha. Frm a Monday blue to thursday yah, I feel much better. And after reading romans 8:18 to 8:27. I wonder why I make myself ao pitiful. I am living for God not myself. :)

Do U love myself?

2011-09-14T08:50:00.001-07:00

What do u mean ??

It is only Wednesday

2011-09-13T16:56:00.001-07:00

Haha. Yah. I tot it's Thursday le. I must have enjoyed myself last night:) had a great dinner w my singer guy.

And as usual I love seeing him do his funny pose and expression. HahA. Thanks for making my day feels better.

Looking forward to tonight

2011-09-12T17:27:00.001-07:00

I am . Although it is just for dinner

Burnt earth

2011-09-12T03:59:00.001-07:00

Haze plus burning of incense is a damaged and burnt earth. Cough cough cough !

Monday dark blue

2011-09-11T17:17:00.001-07:00

I dread to work. Especially now. Argh, what's wrong?

I want a break. Go for a holiday

I feel like a withering bush ..

Hazy day with my shure ear phone

2011-09-10T22:12:00.001-07:00

I am alright. Came that thing and maybe it is cause of that which is affecting my mood.

I dirtied my sofa cos of it. Went to toilet to clean up and dunno why started crying.

Alright that is in the morning. I am going to Mac now. Listen to music n reading a book

Hazy day w a hazy feeling

Morning Sunday sept 11

2011-09-10T18:56:00.001-07:00

Awake and going to church.

I m so not looking forward to go to work tmr. Maybe that's why I am sian. Switch job but no enthu in work since day 1.

And worst is I don't have an interest . Ok, interest is my Bf ba. Haha.

Reading books not me. Appreciation of music not yet to e max (trying). Who and what am i

Posting from iPhone

2011-09-10T09:17:00.001-07:00

IPhone has made it so convenient to blog, communicate, getting info etc.

AND I m using iPhone to post :)

I m feeling sian since the start of this yr. I know this feeling isn't right:(

2011-08-18T17:17:00.000-07:00

2 little pigs blind and deaf... Care lots for themselves and sing

'Is all about me~~~ '

2011-08-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

what i say i does, just do not work.

i don't wan to tire myself...

2011-06-22T07:49:00.000-07:00

6 Jun - New Start!

first time not doing payroll since like when 5 yrs ago. heex...

my busy time with study , work , etc is finishing soon again...

i don't really know what to write... hmmm

anyway, 31 May 2011 is my first time celebrating my birthday with a guy... yah, boyfriend. hahaha.. =) '

he is VERY ROMANTIC... argh... hahaha...

hope u sign LOA soon with JPM... =P

2011-03-27T07:45:00.001-07:00

Removed the Chat session... No idea who are those who posted their entry...

hensey, God will open door for you. yea!

elaine, jiayou.

corrine, hope your bf no issue on his ns thingie.

anisah, how is your studies. teaching soon?

Meizhen, hope your course and work goes smoothly and you hav plenty of rest

sharon, thanks for helping Japan in your world vision work.

and my other close friends... miss you all!!

2011-02-20T08:12:00.000-08:00

i want a longer weekend. staying at home and sleeping the whole day would be ideal.

haiz. i am not looking forward to anything now at the moment.

why i became emo. maybe i was anti social. i can't communicate with them. don't want to be over friendly. i know i speak english. but i do speak in mandarin. like to poly friends, work and even my church.. but i no idea why here is diff. hmmm, i became angmo..hahaha.. just no connection... this is gonna b tough on me. i don't like to be arrowed to do "sth" i am not ready. know they don't mean it. quiet and sensitive me, knock myself few times...

ate crab today. these 6 mths i ate the most crab and prawns ever.. i need to watch my this diet.. i know my chol sure high le.. but happy that today i didn't embarrass myself in front of them.

Monday here i come =(

2011-02-14T07:02:00.000-08:00

ok...

maybe abit romantic also good. hahaha

2011-01-23T07:43:00.000-08:00

He tried his best... hahaha

i am sucky in my chinese, he got to help me.. hahaha

2011-01-18T08:26:00.000-08:00

slpping time...

another add on list. do sth to my hair ...

2011-01-17T06:46:00.000-08:00

As i am doing my work, i am also thinking of stuff to buy... gee

Shopping List

1) Grey Heels / Wedges

2) A notice board to put my photos, important dates, etc.

3) another dress or so..

2011-01-02T14:56:00.001-08:00

~~ Start of the New Year ~~

happy new year to my dear love ones!!

26 26 26... argh... hate it...

2010-12-28T03:03:00.000-08:00

i am forced to say this.

The status of Singer guy has been changed permanently to Ah Pui's Poosh.

Why? becos he farts alot... more than usual ppl.

i am at his hse nw. don't think all the romantic things we shd be doing in a room.. wrong wrong...

i am here to tidy his room with him. and yes, during my 1 day ANNUAL leave. done with it, and my body itch!!!

2010-12-26T07:27:00.001-08:00

My 1st Quilt !!

thanks singer guy~~ hee

2010-12-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

yesterday had a great date. to ecp and watched hello stranger.

today din turn out good. how i hope i can reverse time =(

hope tmr is better.. pls pls pls...

i think this shot is really nice.. taken by Hensey. set at fireworks.

2010-12-16T19:57:00.001-08:00

think hor....

i lost my sense of SHOPPING!!!!

booo.... booo.. =(

2010-12-16T00:59:00.000-08:00

To his good listeners~~~ wonder who...

2010-12-16T00:50:00.000-08:00

Random Photos taken from my mobile phone. =)

I made this snow flakes.. pretty huh... i am so proud of it.. gee
Had breakfast at tiong bahru mkt. i love going there!!

this squirrel is really skiiinnny to the max...

2010-12-15T18:40:00.001-08:00

2 days MC...

finally i KOed...

2010-12-13T21:46:00.001-08:00

Did you read this post in yahoo!? i think i may have this syndrome.. hahaha...

Kuala Lumpur (The Star/ANN) - A majority of Singaporeans are constantly thinking that their mobile phones are ringing, reported Malaysia's largest selling Chinese newspaper, Sin Chew Daily.

It said that a random survey of 50 people found that some 80% of them suffered from the mobile phone syndrome.

They would check their mobile phones incessantly to see if they were ringing or if there were any missed calls or messages.

A psychiatrist blamed this syndrome on stress.

"Such people should learn to relax to avoid stress taking over their daily life," said the psychiatrist. The psychiatrist advised sufferers to switch off their mobile phones or avoid answering their phones for a period of time.

2010-12-13T05:57:00.000-08:00

miss unice feel emo now...

think i wrote abt this before... let me just let out my feelings here again

i feel useless when i can't help

sometimes i wonder why am i not a thinker.

why i can't construct my sentence.

why am i unable to get people's attention.

why i am so boring and quiet.

why am i make this way.

why am i not able to say what i want.

why am i unable to reason or explain when i know it.

why i do not have the courage.

i am tired. and angry frustrated with myself.

i am bone lazy.

God, thanks for the patience you have in me.

Everything lies in your hands. Thanks for all the blessing.

crying out to you papa God.

anyway,

i will continue to pray for you. i can't give an answer. but God will. Get well soon, dear.

2010-12-12T06:01:00.000-08:00

a guy who loves softtoy. is he gay?

can anyone tell me if ya guy friends like mmm, love soft toys..

ban ban likes bear soft toy. he just placed it on his bed and has a name for each single one of them. and nick name lor..

while he can't even think of one name for his gf. cham la he...

u know who u r...

2010-12-11T08:04:00.000-08:00

i today having the mood to blog.

i did my QT today. and u know whats the topic... how to spend time with God. and question. if you are not consistent in your time alone with God, are you willing to begin now?

this is totally shooting at ME... hahaha

i agree, i am not consistent at all.. i know how many ppl has niam at me... Papa God, you must be upset in me more than anyone else. even ban also not happy in me cos of this...

2010-12-11T07:55:00.001-08:00

today i just have the mood to blog...

went for saturday service today after a long time . er yeah, decided its better to have at least 1 full date w my ban so started attending sunday service. anyway, today no one from my cell group came =( and ....

Merry Christmas to all !!

2010-12-11T07:42:00.000-08:00

Mood is a product of two dimensions: energy and tension. A person can be energetic or tired while also being tense or calm. People feel best when they are in a calm-energy mood. They feel worse when in a tense-tired state.

yea, i also got to know mood can't be change suddenly.

Loves Mood Swings

by Sabrina

The SCREAMS
The ANGER
The urge to just give up
The TEARS
The SOBBING
The feeling that love is not enough

The SORRY'S
The I LOVE YOU'S
The CALMNESS of love
The KISSES
The CUDDLE'S
The JOY of making up.

Sabrina Lee Aubrey

2010-12-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

me write and delete again...

what am i thinking... jialat..

2010-11-17T06:06:00.001-08:00

"We go so fast and don’t ever slow down. Before you know it, it can all be gone."

2010-10-07T09:52:00.000-07:00

Finally ~~~

remembered repeating my Finance Analyst paper twice in this particular hall and still fail

i really dread it... why did i take FINANCE!!!! anyway, grad le. with a degree that i may not use. but some modules still came in handle.

my colleague, Grace... she got this gold award for grad.

happy to see my dear fren ay and ad... ay got into dean's list! wow..

singer guy says i am a photocopy of my mum...

mummy & papa... thanks so much!! heex...

singer guy n ME.... i din expect this to happen for my convo.. hoho..

2010-10-02T10:21:00.000-07:00

show u guys sth... singer guy n me...

pic taken in 2004 (black white pic so we look so old... or rather him)

pic taken in 2010 (don't really like this pic, make our eyes so black n round, how cum he became younger and me older!!) and i learn the trick. i need to stand behind him to make my face smaller. hahaha

today went to church service on my own on ~~ Going after God's Good Thing for You ~~

See a picture of Good Things God has given to me. Believe in him and enter onto it. no point seeing it and do nothing. God is always ready. "You are never ready when God is calling you but you are cos God always ready" understand? you can learn faith by being involved in God's plan. and Pastor Johnathon is cute. he drew a picture of his 10 yrs in marriage and next 10yrs of up and downs about his family. v gd drawings. will try doing it nxt time... God is faithful...

after that had lunch alone eating roti cheese egg prata w teh terik. really enjoying myself. yummyzzz...

collected the gown and they were so persistent of me buying the grad picture taking.. they ignore me once i said i dun want. felt being kick out... lousy serangoon broadway!

2010-08-31T23:51:00.001-07:00

starting sch soon ...

next week... too fast le ~~

2010-08-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

doing a electronic scrapbook for my taiwan trip. 1st day... ohmy, long way more to go.. hahaha...

tada... 5 july to 11 july~~~

2010-07-03T08:32:00.000-07:00

today during service, pondered sth that pastor keat mentioned.

blessing... how do we handle it? e.g. colleagues got retrenched and you din. u were suppose to be in the aircrash but some matters u din board the plane. o do you count this as blessing? ok, the e.g. are quite extreme.. but need to be sensitive... try to remember...

ok anyway, i am going for my 1st holiday w my fren by plane! hahaha..

taiwan, here i come!!

2010-06-27T08:55:00.000-07:00

ate lots of cakes... tea... tea...

thinking of choco, kinda sick...

soupy light stuff for me frm tmr onwards...

1 week to my trip ... Grinz!

2010-06-22T21:11:00.000-07:00

Counting down to my holiday!! =)

10 more days~~

I am so excite!

think tonight will see a doc to cure my cough and nose prob.

2010-06-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

What is so great about Jay Chou?

Haha, his songs once again make me fall in love with him.

and it is the 10th year i listening to his songs. time flies~~~

好久不见 !

2010-06-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

I am so looking forward to Taiwan trip !! =)

and w my new camera, going to take lots of photos.

2010-06-06T07:36:00.000-07:00

Went to the Pixar exhibition with Corrine & Anisah... erm, exhibition quite small. but i am fasinated at one of them (toy story). It came alive!!

and toy story came about cos of this short story below TIN TOY!

i am so looking forward to see toy story 3.. heex.... =P

Tin Toy: The baby is really scary. He looks like benjamin button.

can't film inside so this how much i can show.

2010-05-29T08:54:00.001-07:00

Birthday celebrations w my friends

Thanks all the prezzies.

one of my fav is this from mz... (show u the 1st 2 pages....)

2010-05-28T08:24:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Mummy!

have a splendid outing w my family ~~

dimsum, kbox, movie, crab dinner and durian by the street...

what more can i ask... love them all! =P

ohyah, don't you think nat ho is so cute! hahaha

2010-05-14T10:57:00.000-07:00

Macau / HK / ZhuHai trip ~~

Day 1

HK. took the "ding dang" tram. that's prob the best attraction in HK. saw the typical police man patrolling the street. the long stairs that appears in tvb. the eateries. HK residents. enjoyed the breeze. ohyeah, i am going ard telling ppl that i saw Bosco close-up. hahaha.

Day 2

Zhuhai = the big bugis village - it is more ex than bkk but cheaper than spore, but quality is definitely much better than bkk. so yeah, worth it. next the road. traffic light that is not working. there is left hand & right hand drivers. the road direction any moment can change. food cheap and good .

Day 3

around macau. coloane village- black sand is like ecp but nice scenery. bought egg tart (suppose to be the best). mostly videoed. san ma lou. yeah. and back to zhuhai. haha. fisherman wharf. church.

2010-04-04T00:34:00.000-07:00

Quarter-Life

what have i been doing this 25 yrs?

lots have happen in my early twenties although nth seems close to a crisis.

so am truly glad for this.

guess it is time to move out from my comfort zone.

By the way, Today is easter day. the day Jesus is resurrected from the dead.

P.S Eggs and rabbits have nothing to do with Easter. Same to Santa Claus and Christmas.

Had lunch with Elaine yesterday... neoprint we took last mth... we used to take neoprints tgr with yl and yc during our poly time.

2010-04-02T08:28:00.000-07:00

I can blow bubblegum!!! finally ...

2010-03-31T06:10:00.000-07:00

There are 2 movies i want to watch!

2010-03-29T08:20:00.001-07:00

1st family overseas trip in 9 years

looking forward to it =) 1 more month... Woohoo!!!

2010-03-25T03:37:00.000-07:00

so~~ colleagues with kids, i have to be more compassionate.

need to control

love my neighbours.

2010-03-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

cries... really afraid of facing this...

nevertheless, i will be there to clean up ur tears and cheer u up!

that's what friends are for~

anyway, let me be kiddy again.. heex... tot this song by Super Junior so nice !

2010-03-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

told myself i have to start reading the books that were lend to me erm 2 yrs ago. starting of with captivating - unveiling the mystery of a woman is soul

caught my attention is fear to step out. there is always this thing that is stopping me from doing something. i fear that it may not turn out well, not wanting to know their reaction.

most of my friends or family know that i have this speech and sentence problem (although no one mention it) i can't elaborate, get the real feeling out from me. Is it tongue tight? or i do not have the vocab to describe it? This has been bothering me.

papa, please give me the right words to speak. proper sentence. and no fear of what others thinking. courage to pray out loud!! i am going to take your hand and follow you.

anyway, had a chicken wing dinner at commonwealth with sharon, zhen and christy. they were mentioning about volunteer work. which honestly i am not interested as there is no motivation or sth like that. BUT christy say " why not we pray for the estate? " you know what it is a great idea. prayer is one of the most important factor. so we are going to start this soon. =P

my dad and mum is playing guitar and singing from the song book i erm borrowed from slh.

2010-03-11T18:29:00.001-08:00

Sales Sales Sales (Zara / Massimo Dutti /Pull & Bear / Bershka)

that's the problem with working at a retail company.

bought 4 tops ($2 each) , 1 shorts, 1 jacket, 1 bag ... heex... total $48.. worth it...

2010-03-03T08:34:00.000-08:00

CNY over!!!

sec sch frens.. and christy ~~

frens and church frens =)

2010-03-01T20:19:00.001-08:00

after 1 yr plus of saying. went to hsbc hilltree top or sth... not tat nice afterall... haha

2010-02-27T08:46:00.001-08:00

Finally ~~ heex

2010-02-22T01:50:00.000-08:00

"Eunice!! you did not change at all...."

That's what the majority said when they first saw me at our pri sch class gathering.

ha, i must have a chao lao face when i was young...

anyway, it was a great gathering... din imagine that i will meet up this grp of frens after 14 years =)

2010-02-16T16:37:00.001-08:00

No Mood to Work !!!

Yawnzzzz

2010-02-14T07:41:00.000-08:00

My Cool Family

we are crazy about sunglasses this year.

and got to say my mum and i really look so ALIKE!!!

visited my aunt, stayed there the whole afternoon. eating talking msning videochat ...

shop at Ikea for awhile before returning home.

it turns out better than last yr =)

2010-02-12T09:40:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year - Tiger Year ...

Bye bye Ox... =(

can't believe it is chinese new year eve. It is so true that time flies super fast when you are in 20s.

anyway, saw ELVIN NG at ION!! he is really shuai, sharp features, great skin complexion.

so glad that v day falls with cny.
yayayahahaha...

read my fren's blog. and i am called the independant girl. is it good?
i just don't wan to be that independant... its kinda lonely in a way... hahaha

2010-02-06T23:43:00.000-08:00

Sunny, Windy Weather. Beautiful Clouds.

and.

a burnt me...

Airshow in the morning and Zoo run in the afternoon

2010-01-23T07:26:00.001-08:00

2010-01-10T00:57:00.000-08:00

1st week of 2010 - TIRING

and resolution for this yr is to rest well.

Jiayou Eunice !!!

and no time to emo too..

~finding another part of me~

2010-01-03T02:21:00.001-08:00

Found this mv. simple and sweet.

2010-01-02T21:36:00.000-08:00

Color, Cut and "Steam" for $30.. but took er like 7hrs..

2010-01-02T21:25:00.000-08:00

Happy 2010!!

2009-12-25T07:32:00.000-08:00

Blessed Christmas!!!

2009-11-27T06:29:00.000-08:00

Watched Free Willy and Lion King.

My all time fav movies when i was young. =)

Eddie Cochran.

2009-11-15T08:37:00.001-08:00

Studies finally over . i really hope so.

=)

John Mayer's voice is so sexy..

2009-10-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

Last Breathe

i hope i will be doing that on my comfy bed..

2009-09-30T09:37:00.000-07:00

Watch My sister's keeper

i know its not right to watch online.. but couldn't help it..

it is damn touching.. a show i will cry..

won't mind watching in the cinema since this is pirated ..

2009-08-29T20:04:00.000-07:00

BRO and I

2009-08-29T19:58:00.000-07:00

~~on my way to work ~~

some guy folded this paper bird and left it on the bus.
this simple thing amuses me.
in a certain way, it brightens my day.

2009-08-29T19:56:00.000-07:00

Went to see doc at my place there and saw this poster.. really interesting..hmmm

2009-08-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

~Career~

let me blah blah..

Ever know that i will be in this career when i was 16
Decisions made will slowly lead you to this
Looking back, some jobs i am comfortable while some not
Personality, social background, dreams probably one of the reasons that led me to this career

I am in my early career stage. man, still have another 3 more stages to go.
Young and fresh, motivated to work. BIA late nights. all this i am alright.
Guess as we grow older in life, got to plan abt family, taking care of kids, parents. That's the mid-career stage huh.

So we got to marry early or else if we are at the late career stage (50yrs old), its going to be tough. I want to earn enough and be comfortable at that stage. Manager younger than me, thats not a problem.

Retirement age 62yrs old. What will it be when i reach that age. 80yrs old? maybe its good. We will be always using our brain to think , prevent dementia huh. ok, maybe in us, we should not think of retirement. There's no I.T.E we will need to continue to learn new skills.

Proverbs 24:1-4

Do not envy wicked men, do not desire their company;
for their hearts plot violence, and their lips talk about making trouble.
By wisdom a house is built, and through understanding it is established;
through knowledge its rooms are filled with rare and beautiful treasures.

2009-08-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

life is getting really interesting huh...