Eun ^__^

just watched the nkf cancer show. it occurs to me that anyone can get cancer. no matter how much you take care of yourself , this fearful disease will just suddenly strike. remembered wad yl asked yesterday " how will we die? " .. i kept insisting natural death. but yl was kinda rite, cancer. the possibility is so high. the food we eat , the air we breath cause our health. but wad can we do, dun eat dun breath meh.. this recent talks of death really scare me. furthermore working in the hospital got me more into hw life is so important. sometimes, i looked at the patient's appointment, they have to everymonth come back to hospital meaning everymonth blood test , cost of consultation and medicine.

i wonder wad would i do when i caught this terrible illness. how will i react. curse god for letting me hav this disease?.. or just accept that this is fate. surviving this ordeal is ok, but the cost , the time spent, the frens family u once left may leave you. thats super hurting.

for wad i can do now, is to live happy. so are you happy ?.. if you are not, pls pls be..

and those who have the illness, i really hope you can stay happy , fight it thru, frens and family will support you.. so will those charity drives.

okok, i doing those charity drive like that.. pls call 1900 112 6868.. haha.. proud that spore is the first that started this kind of drive.