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Friendship...

Many people expect friendship to last 4ever and their frends will always be there.

Sad to say, No ... friendship end and friends part everyday even the best maintained friendship can end. The cause of this?.. change in personality / lifestyle.. this is when friends drift apart with time. Avoidance begins. Then, suddenly it just disappears.

ok , i admit i encounter this too.. i guess i do fake in friendship sometimes.. i tend to keep things to myself , fear that i might hurt the other party.. writing anger in my so called "Diary" .. i wonder do everyone experience this?.. we will start having unexpressed expectations, undelivered communication and thwarted attention.

what type of friendship is it when both parties are not interested in each other ongoing activities. just replyin a short simple word to end the topic. ok, i am feelin like this now.. i feeling so fake, fake, fake.... prob i the type tat cant keep secret den lose trust frm the friend.. i dunno just sudden thoughts,will get over it soon.. dun wan 2 be so pessi..

drop that topic off..

birthday coming soon... lot of wishes to make.. hehex, too many.. anyway, my frens were discussing if we cant get a husband or start a family maybe adopt a child.. haha, that one i will think abt it when i 40 lor.. althou i hope hope hope not.... pls pls, allow my wish come true... haha, so obvious...