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Trying to study DCI now.. but as usual nth seem to get into my head.. hmmm, i can sense everyone is really studyin since i dun see them online nwadays.. argh, when can i ever b serious in what i am doing..

read my fren blog.. she really wrote her feelings in it.. its abt her , me and the singer guy.. guess my taste of guy is rather different from my fren.. hehex.. anyway, she told the guy .. the result wasnt that gd.. the guy told her that pray to God hopefully can or sth.. kinda wierd.. so typical christian hehex, every sentence sure hav the word " pray" or "God".. after this , my fren ask me whether i will b interested in him .. of coz i said no.. den what type of guy will i like.. i was realli clueless at this.. prob i haven fallen in love wid someone before.. my crushes are really those i ve no idea who they are really and only could look at them, nvr dare to know them.. is like a priceless vase , "see no touch" ..

i m really bad at writing.. if u dont understand wad i m writing den too bad.. i wun explain further unless u r willing to pay me..

I found this lyric rather interesting..

外婆 Wai Po Maternal Grandmother
Lyrics/Music : Jay Chou

Today is grandmother's birthday, I changed into an ancient western suit
Driving grandmother around with my cool antique car
In the car plays her favourite music, retrieving back the years that belonged to herDriving towards Port Da Dao Cheng, quietly thinking all those memories she had with grandfather
The ripples on grandmother's face, beautiful yet could not hide stress/inhibition
Love has left her but she only hopes for kinship to make up for it
The adults thought they are filial just by putting $600 on the table before they left home
Fight their lives everyday, but lack of concern makes earning money meaningless
Grandmother's anticipation slowly turns into resignationThe adults don't seem to understand what grandmother needs is companionship
And not just $600, it's even simpler than what you gave
Grandmother's resignation is unable to turn hopefulOnly through love you will understand, walking at the bay of freshwater lakeListening to her favourite song, putting back warmth into her pocketStill remember her birthday last year, cousin brought us two to the party
I'm unable to get any award in the ceremony she most values upon
Don't know whether to laugh, smiled meekly at the camera, thought myself as a joke
I'm sad, but not because of not getting any awards
I'm depressed, that's because my grandmother's depressed
The adults don't understand cousin's intentions at all
Seems like they can reject his work if they feel like it
Reject my work, depending on their mood
Wanted to remain my style but they feel it's outdated, unexciting and unusual
I've heard that for three years, I told grandmother
I did not lose, I don't need to change at allCousin said don't feel that a chance is wasted, it's only just a game
The biggest encouragement is only when grandmother thinks it's nice
Grandmother smiled and said she's proud of me
Her weak weak smile is enough to make me feel prouder than getting an award
Grandmother's resignation is unable to turn hopeful
Only through love you'll understand. Walking by the riverside
Listening to her favourite song, put the warmth into her pocket